ABOUT ME!
Hey there! My name is Gabriel. You can also call me the other names listed in the sidebar if you'd like. My age and pronouns are listed over there too. I'm a weird genderfucked dykeguy creature thing with a passion for all things art. I've been an artist since I came out the womb basically and want to make a career of some kind out of it but I gotta get off my ass and actually commit to a project for once in my life (commissions are open btw) I also enjoy coding and making song covers with SynthV and UTAU on the side. Vocal synths as a whole have been my special interest for almost 10 years now PLEASE talk to me about them I will not shut the fuck up. Some of my other hobbies are gaming, piracy, watching video essays, researching the most random fucking topics, and projecting onto my favorite characters. I'm also a furry and have recently gotten into cosplaying!
I'm not exactly sure how I'd describe myself personality wise cuz I'm an extremely mixed bag LOL on some days I'm a goofball and on others I am needlessly stoic. I'm a very socially awkward person and I don't talk to many people outside of my close friend circle. I'm always open to meeting new people, I just lack a lot of social skills since the majority of my life has been spent in front of a computer screen and thus the anxiety I get from interacting with people in real life also trickles into online interactions. I'm also not good at expressing my emotions without being percieved as "aggressive" or "confrontational" so I kind of just exist and do my own thing most of the time to avoid having issues with people LMFAO. I don't intend to be a prick I just have a lot of strong opinions and usually won't hesitate to express those opinions if I feel comfortable doing so. I'm very passionate about the things I stand for!! Whenever I consider someome to be a close friend of mine (which is determined in my brain at random) I tend to be a bit clingy and will sometimes overshare so um PLEASE tell me if I need to back off (#attachmentissues). I struggle with identifying people's boundaries in general and need to be told if I do something wrong or make someone uncomfortable so PLEASE SAY SOMETHING IF THAT'S THE CASE cuz I'm not a fucking mind reader and I don't wanna play guessing games with you
I'm both a man and woman at the same time but I mostly just present as a man and masculine since I feel the most comfortable with myself that way. I like women and consider my attraction to be lesbian/sapphic because of being partially a woman myself. In simple terms I am a lesboy, and while I'm aware of the controversy surrounding that label I do not give a fuck because it's the best way for me to describe my experience as a multigender lesbian. I find queer discourse to be incredibly fucking stupid and it does absolutely nothing to help the queer community. It only gives our oppressors what they want, which is seeing our community be divided and torn apart. Other labels I use are transmasc, pangender, ambonec, butch, xenogender, objectum, and ficto. I know I'm somewhere on the asexual and aromantic spectrums, but I honestly can't be assed to figure that part of my sexuality out at this point. I crave love and intimacy but the way I feel those things towards anyone in particular is a forever a mystery. I have zero interest in debating people about whether or not my identity is valid, so if that's what you're here for, feel free to see yourself out!
I have several mental disorders that affect the way I function, act and interact with others. Those consist of autism, ADHD, MDD, as well as possible psychosis, OCD and BPD. I also have a dissociative disorder (I'm torn between it being P-DID or OSDD-1B I genuinely don't fucking know at this point) and am the host of a system. I'm a multisourced fictive (or splitroject) within said system, as well as alterhuman and fictionkin! I have way too many sources and kins to list here, so those will be listed in the "Alterhumanity" section. I'm the head of this fucked up operation and definitely extremely mentally stable and well-adjusted (biggest fucking lie of all time). We're not diagnosed yet nor do we have the inner-workings of our brain or way of functioning fully figured out, but I can say without too extreme of a doubt that we exist. Other alters might mess around on the site on occassion but it's mostly just me here a majority of the time. We don't have a solid collective identity but if you're referring to us as a collective, it's okay to just call us Gabriel.
Overall I'm kind of a mess of a person and I'd personally describe myself as the cartoon that was forcefully cancelled by the network airing it before it was able to reach a satisfying conclusion, but I'm open to other interpretations!! I hope you like my stupid little website and if you ever wanna talk to me then don't hesitate to reach out, social interaction might scare me sometimes but I actually love talking to people :D
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