We're the Apostates of Hate system! (referencing Gabriel from ULTRAKILL because he's one of the host's sources, hence that also being his name). I don't know if we have P-DID or OSDD-1b I honestly can't be fucking assed to figure it out anymore but we have a dissociative disorder of some kind. We have a lot of alters (like way too fucking many where did all of you come from) but the ones who front the most frequently or at least play a significant role in us being able to function are listed here. We're collectively transmasc and nonbinary/multigendered, and if you're referring to us as a collective please call us Gabriel and use he/him pronouns!

We can barely tell who we are most of the time because we blend together a lot and are frequently co-conscious. We function better as parts of a whole rather than as entirely seperate individuals. We're fine with being treated as/referred to as seperate people but we're still all living the same life and piloting the same body at the end of the day.

This site is primarily run by our host (Gabriel/Painty) but we thought it'd be fun to let our headmates have their own personal pages and mess around with HTML/CSS.

We'd prefer if endogenics (people who believe themselves to be systems without any trauma or dissociative symptoms) didn't engage with us. We're not here to tell anyone about what's going on in their own brain, we're just deeply uncomfortable with those people and how much misinformation there is out there surrounding systems because of them (not to mention how frequently ableist many of them are towards dissociative systems). Respect our boundaries and don't involve us in discourse, please and thank you!