About the Chimera

This is where I pointlessly ramble about myself for an eternity

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Hello! I go by many names, but my most preferred ones are Gabriel, Falin, or Sebastian. Yes, all three of those names were taken from fictional characters. You can call me whichever one you'd like, I don't really care. I'm 16 years old, hispanic/latino, and a transmasc bigender butch lesboy. I am both a man and woman at the same time, but I lean very heavily on presenting myself as a man and masculine, since I feel much more comfortable with myself that way. I like women, and due to being half-woman myself, I consider my attraction to be lesbian/sapphic. I know there's quite a bit of controversy surrounding the "lesboy" label, but it's the best way for me to describe my experience as a multigender lesbian. I'm not looking to debate anyone on it, my identity is mine, and I don't owe anyone an explanation. Alongside this, I'm also a very big xenogender hoarder, as well as partially objectum and fictosexual/romantic. My pronouns are he / it / hym / mew / byte. If it matters, I am very much neurodivergent (autistic, adhd, amongst possibly many other things).

I am alterhuman, specifically nonhuman and fictionkin. I'm an amalgamation of many different creatures, but I feel most strongly connected to cats, eldritch beings, robots, angels, and of course, chimeras. As for my fictionkins, there are a lot, and I meant a lot of them. One of them is probably made obvious through this website's themeing, that being Falin Touden from Dungeon Meshi! There's a few that I am also a fictive/introject of, which I forgot to mention, I am a system! We're not officially diagnosed as of currently, and we're still trying to figure out how our brain works and how we function, but I suspect that we most likely have OSDD-1b. If you're not someone that knows us personally, please don't refer to us as individuals, just refer to us collectively as Gabriel. The specific names of alters will most likely never be mentioned on this site anyways. If you'd like to see a full list of who/what I am exactly, click here.

I have many interests that I am very passionate about, a few of those being art/animation, queer history, animals, horror, alterhumanity/otherkinity, astronomy, lost media, the old web/internet history, and music. I don't consider myself to be part of any particular fandom, since there's many different medias that I like and I tend to flipflop between hyperfixations over time, but my absolute favorites would have to be Dungeon Meshi, Ultrakill, Signalis, The Amazing Digital Circus, Murder Drones, Lego Monkie Kid, Project Moon, and vocal synthesizer content (Vocaloid, UTAU, SynthV, etc). I could most likely ramble about any of these until your ears fell off.

I am an artist, somewhat of a writer, and also somewhat of an editor. I also like to sing, and have recently dabbled in creating my own vocal synth covers (using SynthV specifically). I need some way to keep myself busy, especially with how relatively mediorce my life has been. That's also partially why I thought I should try making my own website. It's something new to occupy my time with, and I'd say it's been pretty enjoyable! I originally learned a little bit of coding from messing around with custom themes on Tumblr, and I eventually dabbled into Stellular/Bundlrs since I found a lot of joy in making little pages that were all about me and being able to customize them however I wanted. I took what I've learned from those things and am now using that knowledge to create this little website!

You can also find me on other websites, such as Bluesky, Tumblr, and Spacehey. Feel free to follow any of them and talk to me there! I'm probably the most active on Tumblr.

More will be added to this page at a later time!